Primo Levi shame Flashcards
a certain fixed image has been proposed innumerable times, concentrated by literature and poetry and picked up by cinema
“quiet after the storm’
the disease runs its course and
health returns
the universal suffering that all round; their own exhaustion , which seemed definitive,
past cure
the problems of a life to begin again
amid the rubble, often alone
leaving pain behind was a delight for only a few fortunate beings
or only for a few instants, or for very simple should; almost always it coincided with a phase of anguish
anguish is know to everyone, even children, and every one knows that it
is often blank, undifferentiated
one can think that one is suffering at facing the future and instead be
suffering because of ones past
one can think that one is suffering for others, out of pity, out of compassion
and instead be suffering for ones own reasons, more or less profound, more or less avowable and avowed
coming out of the darkness one suffered because of the required
consciousness of having been diminished
we had lived for month and years at
an animal level
we endured filth, promiscuity, and destruction
suffering much less than we would have suffered from such things in normal life- because our moral yardstick had changed
all of us had stolen: in the kitchen, the factory, the camp, in short “from the others: from the opposing side, but it was
theft nevertheless
some had fallen so low as to steal bread from there own
companions
we had not only forgotten our country and our culture, but also our
family, our past, the future we had imagined for ourselves
like animals we were
confined to the present moment
precisely because of the constant imminence of death there was no time
to concentrate on the idea of death