a minor role -u.a fanthorpe Flashcards
dramatic monologue
conversational sense
implied listener - theatrical
structure falls apart
façade begins to fall
single stanza
tonal shift
enjambment
outpouring of emotion
caesura
pauses and interruptions involved with illness
how it impacts life
‘i’m best observed on stage’
first person
someone else
metaphor for life
sense of distance between the reader and the speaker
almost ironic - only the best in a side role
‘yes sir. o no sir’
simplistic lines - mirrors her role in society
‘midget moments wrong, the monstrous fabric shrinks to an unwanted snigger’
societal norms
still important - contributes to something bigger
metaphor of society as a ‘monstrous fabric’ is complex and multi-layered, its dangerousness is alluded to by the adjective ‘monstrous’, whilst there is also an implied sense of facade being central to society through ‘fabrications’.
we present ourselves in a way that doesn’t cause embarrassment or discomfort to others
‘but my heart’s in the unobtrusive’
go under the radar - doesn’t want to draw attention to themselves
disjunction - how the illness changes the speaker
‘waiting room roles; driving to hospitals,’
boring and monotonous
exhaustive technique in order to attempt to make the reader understand the heavy toll in which the hospital-world has on those involved
‘consultants monologues’
trying to make sense of it
bored
links to theatre
hospital world and its expectations sound as exhausting as the illness itself
‘getting on terms with receptionists’
being polite
there so often
‘sustaining the background music of civility’
social norms
metaphor
have to play a certain role
people asking if you’re okay
‘walking fast in case anyone stops:’
caesura - mimics being stopped, trapped in illness
rude not to ask
bored of being asked
‘o getting on, getting better my formula for well meant intrusiveness’
medical language
procedural way of answering questions - second nature now
echolalia
they are opposites.- society demands the very thing her heart wishes to avoid.
‘answer the phone’
imperative
doctor or family?
‘wary what i say to it’
alliteration
distanced themselves
doesn’t want to talk
‘whimsical soft centred happy all the way through novels’
escapism
cheer themselves up
‘cancel things, tidy things; pretend all’s well’
caesura - masking
not well enough to to simple things
façade drops
‘for a simpler illness, like a broken leg’
easy to fix
know the healing process
know the cure
the reality of chronic illness
‘enduring ceremonial delays’
elongated words - emphasises the torture of the process
‘not the star part. and who would want it?
hates attention
rhetorical question
cyclical structure
wants to be honest with themself and the world. And yet they don’t
more contradictions - pretence was part of life and she wants to live, so it should continue
‘terrible drone of the chorus’
can’t cope anymore
’ i am here to make you believe in life’
optimistic
doesn’t want to give up
wants to live
volta?
powerful statement of human desire to live
headlines
illness affects your role in society
creating an act to hide struggles
there is no existence without struggle
isolation of illness
society’s fabric causes those who are ill to still be considered by others
societal expectation often lead to illness being neglected