Inner Thought š Flashcards
Memorize they shouldn't become memorial
When u have food cravings
Listen to song. No by Meghan Trainor
Chant this mantra:
Unless or until u will practice saying no to self and control urself i.e control the daridram causing agents
Eg: junkfood, indiscipline of urs, inconsistencies.
u canāt say no to ur team mates that u will lead, the organization that u will lead, the wrong that might happen, šš¤«š.
Rohini can say fuck off to u. Preksha can say fuck off to u. Yet, u should remain silent. Okasari alochinchi chudu. Poyi poyi ee idiots deggara taggalsi vasthe aa night niku nidra padtunda. Let ur future self thank you.
Getting pulled like a magnet towards vikky
U are a dog if u accept to meet the preksha and Chaitu. Abandon vikky as well. He can live happily without me. No problem. Be a lioness. Show ur vulnerability only to urself.
His promises:
- Shoot 5d camera tho nen teeyistha. Malli poyi adagaku. Pls. Avi evi jaraganappudu. Ni venakaley tirugutha , ni thoney unta anevi abadhalu. Vadi own gym pettukoni vadiki nachina place lo untadu anthe.
- As he will also be in a process to procure money. The time given to the children will be less.
- He being Leo sign would always try to learn from you and dominate you. Wouldnāt let u grow. Neither would let u fly coz of his own insecurities. But he will fly. He canāt reach my level. Iām damn sure.
What you should meditate on when u are free?
1.Discipline inspiration stories of deepika, or budding entrepreneurs.
- How does the growth affect ur life?
Eg:
Like u feel busy, u need to cut a lot of people and habits.
Journal the thoughts of how growing process feels like. - Evaluate missed opportunities.
Eg:
being smart and focussing on growing insta( in 2020 š lockdown u couldāve grown insta, learnt 180 split just by giving 1 hr to it.) or Dominate him with ur beauty. Vadi feeling to restrict me from making reels. I was so pretty š¦. Idi figure ayipothey nannu ekkada vadilestundi ani.
How / what will you earn money in lakhs or anything u asked for!?
What u should focus on in the next 3 years like 2022 - age 24, 2023 - 25, 2024 - age 26.
Focus on skillset and career because all ur life u have been a all rounder. And these skill set dance, TISS mumbai and most importantly glowing glass skin, clean underarms, glass like legs , a very less fat percentage in body , ability to train anyone and everyone for any competitive exam, ability to learn anything in a short span, working for 16 hrs without consistently for a 7 days will lead you to opportunities. Personality like pullups, pushups, splits or learning fights with him and post them. Being the most beautiful and attractive person in the room.
Y should I journal my journey?
What should be done to move out of this cycle in my life currently. Which I hate.
Because itās a conscious choice. And Iām not working for an organisation like for army being in the same zone and my seniors taking away all the credit. Feel as if u r in a war zone of battling life to grow from past habits and be the best version of self. Remember 2019 August u set this journey and ended it with emotional love of vikky. This time again after a huge break and complete year of manmarziyaan of 2020. In 2021 August u are again starting on a new journey actually u are already in the process. Remember that u are under the gaze of IO constantly. Cut the daily crap vikky. Make it once in 3 days. Ante week ki 2 days matladu. Note it. Implement it. He wonāt be able to fetch u UPSC rank. Definitely he will be amongst those who will make fun of u later on. Meet in person at gym or restaurant.
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What is my take on vikky and my relationship?
Remember in life only personal relationships have to be in loop. Fighting and arriving at a conclusion. Loving and again fighting and arriving at a conclusion. Nothing else should move in circles. Professional life, financial life, wisdom life should always move in upright straight direction or be stagnant by revising the previous skill set or knowledge. But never downfall.
Who is personality of Gayathri like?
Morally grey character with shrap jawline and small waist. Who thinks death is just a wound to body that makes it invisible. But the story behind that death should remain as a legacy and a path to future generations. Just like swami vivekananda story.
Early morning routine
Like the way teju narrated her works like I need to cover this in my text book go to tuition by 6pm and return by 9pm. Later, Iāve project work to complete.
mam will check it and decide if Iāve to done it right or not. In the same way.
Build a schedule to study for that hour and narrate it to urself at early mrng 4:30am. While u meditate. Stretch and meditate.
Sleep by 10:30pm wake up by 4:30am.
What to repeat in early mrng.
Psychology as well. As Iāve got intership.
Abhay Rajan senior Iāve topped merit list of SSB.
Jai hind sir, Iāve topped the merit list of SSB. Tnq for all the help sir.
Hello guys, letās begin our mrng schedule with tat wat and srt. Cāmon first complete the questionnaire Iāll let u know ur personality type and we will work on it better.
Iām Gayathri graduated from this beloved college with blessings of Lord Venkateswara Iāve cracked UPSC in my 1st attempt 2021.
Gayathri, didnāt you ever feel what is the point of studying these australopithecus, ramapithecusš. Somehow theyāve evolved. Somehow mankind is going on what is the point in digging the history of our ape like ancestors??
Sir, in the recent movie PS1 based on chola empire. There was lot to learn
So, by digging history and studying the from the day 1 of human evolution we tend to understand ourselves better. We will know what mistakes not to commit. We will know what political structure not to follow. We will know what plantās fruit not to eat etc.
1. the might of chola empireās naval power(Until then most of the Indians including me knew only about chatrapati shivaji maharajās navy)
2. how committed the prince raja raja chola was towards his responsibilities ,duties and his obligience to throne makes us understand the seed of achieving glory is that diligent devotion towards duty and karma.
In the same manner
Had it been medieval or ancient India there are lot of examples accomplishments of strong willed rulers with fewer loyal soldiers and it goes on.
All these demonstrate the ability how a human cognition same as us exceed the norm and pushes us to seek better procedures.
This is history and just a step back in time is Anthropological study simple
Gayathri, didnāt you ever feel what is the point of studying these australopithecus, ramapithecusš. Somehow theyāve evolved. Somehow mankind is going on what is the point in digging the history of our ape like ancestors??
The questions like Denisovans of Siberia and Neanderthals of Europe and west asia. These belong to our family Sapiens. From evidence of houses ,a large receptacle, channels of water harvesting hundreds of mining tools to the deliberate placing of pillars in specific positions. Specifically in Gobekli tepe widely regarded as the worldās first temple siteās design is characterized by symbolic and spatial hierarchal levels that reflect changes in spiritual world as well as the social structures of time.
Frustratingly we canāt say the whereās and whyās of the objective behind lifting heavy stones 100ās of metres ( 1. heaviest of the blocks weighed 16 tonnes 2. Carved and cut those stones with the help of Neolithic flintās and make them stand in circles roughly around 12000BC. Naturally this wasnāt something random band of hunter gatherers could do while chilling on Sundayās. They need hundredās of people, food to feed them and some kind of social hierarchy to organise. What a remarkable workforce this must have been. The dim and distant past we can only make educated guesswork.
When you feel depressed š, sad what to do??
Lavanya lahari call chesindi. Na situation ni naku gurthu chesindi. Naku unna goppa šļø varam ni gurthu chesindi naku. Nannu edpinchindi. Nenu depressed ga feel ayya. Simple, buy sweets 100rs ki, pani puri 60rs ki full ga tinesi. Switch off phone and sleep. Sleep for 10hrs continuously. Next day edaithey undo Gayathri. Aa day ni maari oka fighter laga, fighting spirit tho fight chesi ni limits and boundaries ni push chey. And daani continue chey consistent ga.
Emotionally intelligent people are generally creative why??
I would say people who crave for emotional connection from everyone. And try to see happiness in otherās happiness. For otherās happiness every moment they feel the urge to make the surroundings around them fun filled and ensure everyone is entertained
Eg: Avanish - upsc aspirant -delhi- he tries a lot to make people laugh.
Since, these category of people tend to have the urge to make the environment lighter. They need to be creatively equipped with word play or sarcasm or relatability ( movie references).
Why do you think itās true love if vikky waits for you to get married ?
If he waited for years just to marry me. Then I would categorize his love to be more than parental love. Parental love is considered to be divine form of love. Why? A human finding happiness in other humanās success is impossible. And itās possible only if the humanās are related by father or mother bond. Hence, his love would be more than divine Iād like to highlight here he knows Iām dominating, he knows Iām a source of stress. Still if he is happy that Iām successful in my life. Iāve achieved my goal in my life. Though he wasnāt able to. He,my father,my mother were catalysts in me achieving this goal.
How do you prove to your maa, papa, vikky that you love them back with the most supreme intensity that they would ever know??
By working on my goals with zero distractions, unbelievable consistency, dedication, revision 3 times, lecturette, TAT, WAT and never getting bored of multiple revisions, journalling, watching same videos mrng noon night, listening to same songs mrng noon night with a gap of 5hrs each.
