i felt a funeral in my brain (dickinson) Flashcards
speaker references mourning, numbness and a loss of control
poem is depiction of despair. speaker presents no explanation or solution
poem tracks despair from its onset to the darkest abyss of isolation
central metaphor of funeral in brain establishes speakers state of mjnd
speakers brain contains “Funeral” and “Mourners”. smthn has died within speaker and their mind mourns that loss
rather than giving specific cause for this feeling, let’s it remain ambiguous. despair becomes a mysterious phenomenon without a clear issue
mourners sit for a service and carry a “Box” (coffin) through speaker
suggests that despair can feel like a funeral procession for an unknown person. created anonymity and confusion
by these proceedings taking up 3 stanzas, funeral depicts how despair can feel never ending, always finding new ways to make one’s life bleaket
evokes despair through physical metaphors
funerals drum like “beating - beating -“ along with the mourners heavy “treading - treading - “ affect the mind as if striking it
they cause mind to go “numb”
just as repeated pounding can cause skin to lose sensation, so can the speakers inner bleakness prevent the mind from thinking or feeling
the mourners feet become “Boots of Lead”. speaker feels increased heaviness inside. because of this, soul can only “creak” mournfully
all this beating and heaviness causes smthn to snap in final stanza “then a plank in Reason, broke”
speaker loses hold of certainty and falls completely into an abyss “And I dropped down and down”
speakers mind repeatedly gets “hit” this time by the multitude of “World[s]” that populate the universe, until reaching a final numbness
that physicality is combined with sense of loneliness and being trapped in the mind
that loneliness stems from a dawning awareness of the enormity of universe
speaker is “Wrecked, solitary, here.”
“Here” can be seen representing the inescapable isolation of the self, how each person is trapped within the “here” of their own minds
immensity of universe whose “Heavens” blare loudly like bells and whose plunging depths contain an unending series of alternate “Worlds” dwarfs the speaker
by end of poem, even mysterious “Mourners” have disappeared, leaving speaker to fall down into abyss totally alone
poem represent despair as a force that beats mind into numbness, heightens effects of loneliness and throws speaker down a pit of isolation
as poem progresses speaker undergoes increasingly broad visions of workd
reason- the ability to find order and meaning in the world - is seen as a human invention that the unknowable universe beats down
speaker loses “Sense” specifically because speaker is exposed to the senseless universe
sound from the creaking of soul and stomping of “Boots of Lead” transforms into the “toll” of the entirety of “Space”
this moments seamlessly transforms the inner world “the soul” into the outer world “Space”
“Toll” here references the ringing of a bell
as if whole world even it’s empty spaces has suddenly filled with mysterious sound with unknown source
can be read as moment of confrontation between speaker and terrifying godlike force as her poems usually speculate existence of god
speaker speculated the minds place in the universe. “Being” is “but an Ear.”
existence becomes passive
speaker has come to a new understanding of what it means so be human
speaker becomes “some strange Race” that exists along with silence, as the means by which the universe makes itself known
implicitly compared speakers mind to a building at beginning, that buildings collapse represent the collapse of order and reason
a “Plank in Reason, broke” the floorboards of the mind finally snap
associate these boards with “Reason”, the speaker treats rationality as a man made structure that can be broken
universe actively works to destroy rational rules created by people
the universe is an abyss contains “a World, at every plunge.” the world contains many worlds, or infinite possibilities
speaker bangs against these “worlds” without being able to grasp any of them
this exposure provides an overwhelming glimpse of universes mystery and complexity
universe is irrational and unknowable to human beings
it’s this awareness that ironically causes the speaker to be “Finished knowing” altogether
enjambent
constraints use of dashes and caesuras with enjambent
created irregular structure that reflects the madness speaker experienfes
imagery (mourners)
seems to torment her. their “treading - treading -“ in “Boots of Lead” creates an image of heaviness that weights down the speaker as she loses sense
imagery (coffin)
used to show the speakers mental state. is referred to a “Box” that the mourners carry across her soul. what’s inside is never states
represents isolation and confusion speaker feels as everyone knows what’s in the box except her
metaphor
funeral is metaphor for speakers loss of self and sanity. “I felt a Funeral, in my Brain” shoes the events occur within speakers mind
funeral can’t be real so it’s a metaphor for death of the mind the speaker feels
repitition
signifies time becoming slower as funeral progresses. “treading” snd “beating” is repeated and slows the poems rhythm down and reflects how life feels slower for speaker since funeral began
caesuras
pauses represent the breaks that are forming in speakers mind as her mind becomes fractured so does the poem
final dash at end “- then - “ shows that the madness speaker feels will continue
depicts terror and helplessness that accompany losing one’s grip on reality
“Funeral” in opening line is reference to death of speakers reason or sanity
“Mourners” repetitively tread through mind, their steps wear down whatever is holding “Sense” back
speaker waits for “Sense” to come “breaking through” — basically for meaning and reason to retirn
sense doesn’t return, mind goes “numb” as response of drum-like “beating” of funeral service
this “funeral” hammers home knowledge that their knowledge is collapsing
mourners carry “Box” maybe a coffin containing speakers reason- as the speaker is left “Wrecked, solitary, here” in an unfamiliar place
initial conceit of a funeral in the brain gives an elaborate vision of the minds structure being full of mysterious inaccessible elements
first stanza basically asks reader to imagine speakers mind as 2 floor structure
speaker has partial access to this structure, listening from below to the funeral on the second floor
proceedings of funeral are secret and hard to perceived they’re “felt” and “heard” but not seen
the service doesn’t contain any words, rather it beats “like a Drum.”