i felt a funeral in my brain (dickinson) Flashcards
speaker references mourning, numbness and a loss of control
poem is depiction of despair. speaker presents no explanation or solution
poem tracks despair from its onset to the darkest abyss of isolation
central metaphor of funeral in brain establishes speakers state of mjnd
speakers brain contains “Funeral” and “Mourners”. smthn has died within speaker and their mind mourns that loss
rather than giving specific cause for this feeling, let’s it remain ambiguous. despair becomes a mysterious phenomenon without a clear issue
mourners sit for a service and carry a “Box” (coffin) through speaker
suggests that despair can feel like a funeral procession for an unknown person. created anonymity and confusion
by these proceedings taking up 3 stanzas, funeral depicts how despair can feel never ending, always finding new ways to make one’s life bleaket
evokes despair through physical metaphors
funerals drum like “beating - beating -“ along with the mourners heavy “treading - treading - “ affect the mind as if striking it
they cause mind to go “numb”
just as repeated pounding can cause skin to lose sensation, so can the speakers inner bleakness prevent the mind from thinking or feeling
the mourners feet become “Boots of Lead”. speaker feels increased heaviness inside. because of this, soul can only “creak” mournfully
all this beating and heaviness causes smthn to snap in final stanza “then a plank in Reason, broke”
speaker loses hold of certainty and falls completely into an abyss “And I dropped down and down”
speakers mind repeatedly gets “hit” this time by the multitude of “World[s]” that populate the universe, until reaching a final numbness
that physicality is combined with sense of loneliness and being trapped in the mind
that loneliness stems from a dawning awareness of the enormity of universe
speaker is “Wrecked, solitary, here.”
“Here” can be seen representing the inescapable isolation of the self, how each person is trapped within the “here” of their own minds
immensity of universe whose “Heavens” blare loudly like bells and whose plunging depths contain an unending series of alternate “Worlds” dwarfs the speaker
by end of poem, even mysterious “Mourners” have disappeared, leaving speaker to fall down into abyss totally alone
poem represent despair as a force that beats mind into numbness, heightens effects of loneliness and throws speaker down a pit of isolation
as poem progresses speaker undergoes increasingly broad visions of workd
reason- the ability to find order and meaning in the world - is seen as a human invention that the unknowable universe beats down