Eat Me Flashcards
‘a candle for each stone in weight’
Partner subverts birthday tradition with gaining weight-> wants her to think it is normal to have rapid weight gain, makes it seem like an achievement so he can continue fulfilling his fetish (feederism)
‘I was his Jacuzzi. But he was my cook’
She is described as objects whilst he is given a professional role-> shows power imbalance
she is inferior as he dominates relationship
shows objectification of women-> Jacuzzi is something used for relaxation and indulgence so metaphor suggests there to fulfill her partner’s desires
‘cook’ is made to sound more sinsiter- only does this so he can mold her into his desires-> manipulation
shows toxic co-dependent relationship-> altho they both rely on each other the contrast between an object and a human role demonstrates the unequal power dynamic-> he controls her but she can’t control him
‘craving a wave. I was a tidal wave of flesh’
She craves a wave but she is a wave-> she is what she needs to break free however she has been manipulated to the point she is unaware of her capabilities. tidal wave= powerful she has the power just unaware
water imagery- realtionship is drowning her physically and mentally. physically bc she feels trapped and suffocated in the relationship, lost all autonomy over her life and body. her size restricts her from performing daily tasks so she is forced to have an unhealthy dependence on her partner+ mentally bc there isn’t any love she has been manipulated psychologically and emotionally
‘too fat to leave, too fat to buy a pint of full-fat milk’
repetition of too fat shows restrictions her weight causes on her life-> another way partner is able to assert control and ensure she can never leave.
‘full fat milk’- has been programmed to now to eat unhealthy thing-> normal for her, he has successfully dominated her mind ad]nd body
‘There was nothing else in the house to eat’
ironic- the body he created ended up causing his death
false sense of justice- although it seems as tho she has been able to escape and is frre not truly free
he still controls her in death-> she is still ‘too fat’ to perform daily tasks so still doesn’t have autonomy over her body
also has reduced her further to cannibalism- she can’t leave to buy food so she will have to eat him eventually out of desperation to survive
paraprosdoxican ending (unexpected ending