Powwow Day Flashcards
My eyes open.
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Then I remember.
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No dancing.
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No jingle dress competition for me.
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“I wish my hair weren’t still so short,” I sigh.
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Mama lays out the moccasins that match my dress.
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“But everyone wants to see you.”
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I can’t dance like I could before I got sick.
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“But you will dance again,” she responds.
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I usually savor the scents of sage and sweetgrass, but not today.
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The breeze prickles my skin.
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I’m tired already.
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Daddy arranges our chairs near the family drum.
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Mama squeezes me close.
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“Doing ok?”
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I nod, but I’m not.
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No, I’m not OK.
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“Time for Grand Entry - stand up.”
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Gentlemen, remove your hats.
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My uncles strike a large drum together.
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Bam. Bam. Bam. Bam.
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They sing, “Eh-yah, Eh-yah, Wey-eh-yah-ah.”
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I make a decision.
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At least I can dance Grand Entry.
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You sure?
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Grandpa leads the eagle staff.
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Other warriors carry flags into the arena.
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Bah-dum. Bah-dum. Bah-dum. Bah-dum.
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Elders head up the long line.
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Oldest to youngest - traditional, fancy, grass, and jingle dress.
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My feet stay still.
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I can’t feel the drum’s heartbeat.
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She leads me back to our seats.
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Everyone dances in and moves around the circle, all connected to the drum, Mother Earth, and one another.
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Everyone.
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Everyone but me.
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I watch through wet eyes.
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After Grand Entry, an elder prays that our dances honor the Creator, that our culture and language will stay strong, and that healing will come to those who need it.
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Like me.
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I rise to join the intertribal dance.
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But I can’t focus.
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Mama’s steady hand guides me into my seat.
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The drum’s heartbeat surrounds me.
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BAM. BAM. BAM. BAM.
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I learn against Daddy and watch the competitions.
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Traditional dancers move and draw me in to their story.
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Fancy dancers twirl and ribbons whirl.
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Graceful grass dancers sway and weave themselves around the circle.
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The drum starts its beat inside me.
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Then the emcee calls…
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Girls’ jingle dress - head to the arena.
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For a second my heart leaps.
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But I can’t do the healing dance today, even though I need it.
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Their feather fans wave.
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Rows of cones clink, clink clink on their dresses.
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I sit up tall as they come close.
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They dance for the Creator, the ancestors, their families, and everyone’s health…including mine.
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I stand.
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I open my heart.
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I feel the drum fully now.
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Then I know…
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I will dance again.
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