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clearance

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Ana. A little tired. The groceries stretching out her new knit sack. She boards the tram. She places the bundle in her lap and the tram begins to move. Then she settles back in the seat trying to get comfortable. With a half-contented sigh.

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Ana.

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A little tired.

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A little tired.

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The groceries stretching out her new knit sack.

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A: The only thing she worried about was being careful during that dangerous hour of the
afternoon.

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A certain hour of the afternoon is more dangerous.

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A certain hour of the afternoon is more dangerous.

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When the house is empty and needs nothing more from me.

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A: The former youth seemed as strange to her, like a kind of illness. When a woman
matures, she will find that -

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A legion of people. Previously invisible. They live their lives with persistence. Continuity. And joy.

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When the house is empty and needs nothing more from me.

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The sun is high.

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The sun is high.

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And the family members are scattered by their duties.

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And the family members are scattered by their duties.

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The furniture is so clean.

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The furniture is so clean.

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And my heart constricts in astonishment.

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The groceries stretching out her new knit sack.

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She boards the tram.

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She boards the tram.

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She places the bundle in her lap and the tram begins to move.

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She places the bundle in her lap and the tram begins to move.

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Then she settles back in the seat trying to get comfortable.

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Then she settles back in the seat trying to get comfortable.

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With a half-contented sigh.

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B: Just like a farmhand. She had sown the seeds from her hand, no others, but these alone.

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The trees are growing.

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A: Don’t worry, go shopping, or go fix something. Take care of the family when they are not
there. At the end of the afternoon, when the children come home from school, they still need
her.

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I have always needed to feel the firm root of things.

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A: The former youth seemed as strange to her, like a kind of illness. When a woman
matures, she will find that -

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A legion of people. Previously invisible. They live their lives with persistence. Continuity. And joy.

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A: One could also live without happiness: We abolished it.

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I used to think of the restlessness of youth as my only happiness. But now. In exchange. I am creating something at last comprehensible by my hand. An adult life. Obscurely and
silently.

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A: That’s what I want and choose.

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Every morning. When I wake up again. I will find the furniture dusty again. And I will clean
it again.

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A: Obscurely and Silently.

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That’s what I want and chose.

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B: The tram goes along the tracks, swaying, heading down broad avenues. Soon, a humid
breeze blows announcing the end of the unstable hour, finally.

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There is still time to relax before Humaitá. A new community near the coast. Such a great place to live.

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A: At that moment she saw the man. He is standing at the tram stop; his hands reaching out
in front of him.

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Is he blind?

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B: Yes, I think so.

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What’s he doing?

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A: He is - chewing gum/

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A blind man is chewing gum?

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B: And her body starts leaning forward/
The chewing motion makes it look like he is changing between smiling and not smiling. I don't know why. Is he mocking me. My husband's cousin’s family are coming for dinner tonight.
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B (One of the passengers): Are you ok, Madam?
Oh. Sorry. I just. I. I don’t. I. I don’t know. I just. I. I'm ok.
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B: (One of the passengers): Emm, It's dripping.
Oh. Don’t worry. Thank you. That's ok.
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A: Like a strange song, the world started up again all around. But the damage was done.
I don’t remember. Why am I here.
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B: A strange feeling caught Ana. Suddenly, she doesn’t know what to do with the groceries on her lap. The knit mesh is rough between her fingers, not as intimate as when she made it.
No. No. No. I have so much to do. I remember I make plans for every day. I remember the eggs and bread and cheese in the fridge. The jams and onions in the cabinet. I remember the building superintendent singing from the window and my son needing a new school uniform. I remember separating each person's clothes from the others and folding them. I remember choosing the evening movie from the newspaper. I remember the electricity bill. The flat loan. The pension insurance. The Christmas holidays. Everything is wrought in such a way that one day follows another. I try so hard to have a pacified life. I take such care for it not to explode. Have I forgotten that there are blind people in the world. Who don’t need to follow the rule set by the gaze of others.
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B: Compassion for whom? the blind? Or for herself?
For the blind. Everyone lacks compassion for the blind. The heat has become more stifling. And everything has gained strength and louder voices. On the square. A revolution is about to break out. The sewer grates are dry. And the air dusty. The yolks are running. Everyone on the street is in peril. And everything is turning hostile and rotting. Next to me. There is a lady in blue. She looks exhausted. On the sidewalk. A woman shoving her son. 2 lovers interlacing their fingers. Smiling. Where is the blind man.
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B: She had fallen into an excruciating benevolence!
Through this compassion. There appeared a life full of sweet nausea. Why do I feel nauseous.
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A: She realizes she is long past her stop. Where is she? Ana doesn’t know. She's never been here before.
The Botanical Gardens.
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A:Her children snapped to mind and made her stumble home.
What was happening?
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A:Her soul pounding in her chest, Her compassion for the blind man was as violent as an agony, but the world seemed to be hers: dirty, perishable, hers. She opened her front door. The living room was large, square, the doorknobs were gleaming spotlessly, the windowpanes gleaming, the lamp gleaming — what new land is this?
I loved the world. Loved what I created. I loved with nausea. Like the oysters. With that vague sickly feeling I always got when nearing the truth. Warning me. Life is horrible. What should I do if I heeded the call of that blind man. I would go alone. There were places poor and rich that needed me. I also needed them. I’m scared. I don't know what to do with this man-made illusion. There's only an illusion of happiness in this house. A fake heaven. Not worth comparing to hell.
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A: You’re crazy.
I need someone to hold my hand. I need someone to hold my hand after a long. Exhausting day. I need it. Every day. Every day is the same. Every day of my life is the same. And I was fine. I was full. And I liked it. Now. It’s like I need a clean knit to hold something that is mine. Familiar and coherent. I can't do without it. Sometimes I can feel myself pulled apart. Stretched out. Like a woven mesh pocket. To be filled. Held. Tied down. Use me. Drain me of energy I don’t even have. Don't let me breathe relief. Sometimes it's not good to be imaginative. Is it. You should love harder. Love more regularly. And push that nausea down. It’s easier to just look at what's in front of you. I think that's love. Isn't it.
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