Catrin Flashcards
The initial period before birth is described
“I can remember you, child, / As I stood in a hot, white / Room at the window watching / The people and cars taking / Turn at the traffic lights.” ( 1-5)
The initial struggle between the mother and her daughter, the process of giving birth, is described
“I can remember you, our first / Fierce confrontation, the tight / Red rope of love which we both / Fought over.” (6-9)
The environment where the mother gave birth was bland and medical
“It was a square / Environmental blank, disinfected / Of paintings or toys.” (9-11)
The process of giving birth is painful and difficult
“I wrote / All over the walls with my / Words, coloured the clean squares / With the wild, tender circles / Of our struggle to become / Separate” (11-16)
Caesura are used to mimic the breathing difficulties when giving birth
“We want, we shouted, / To be two, to be ourselves.” (16-17)
The struggle of childbirth was not won by anyone, implying the struggles more broadly do not result in victory for the mother or daughter
“Neither won nor lost the struggle / In the glass tank clouded with feelings / Which changed us both.” (18-20)
The mother still loves their daughter despite conflict occurring, and the poem makes reference to how old the connection is between them
“Still I am fighting / You off, as you stand there / With your straight, strong, long / Brown hair and your rosy / Defiant glare, bringing up / From the heart’s pool that old rope” (20- 25)
The poem’s end emphasises love and conflict in life as the major themes and describes the present events, hinting at the daughter growing up and possible danger
“Tightening about my life, / Trailing love and conflict, / As you ask may you skate / In the dark, for one more hour.” (26-29)