A Minor Role Flashcards
A minor role
-within society
-within the speaker’s own life
-within the hospital
-short life
I’m best observed on stage,
Propping a spear, or making endless
Exits and entrances with my servant’s
patter, Yes, sir. O no, sir. If I get
These midget moments wrong, the monstrous fabric
Shrinks to unwanted sniggers.
‘Stage’- theme of performance
‘Servants’ - obedience lack of control / powerless
‘Yes. sir. O no sir.’ -> Itallics !!!
-done to please others
-unbothered to elaborate
-conforming to societal expectations
-playing a minor role / with little dialogue
-mindless speech
-italicised to show outer speech or maybe even inner thoughts
If - conditional / sense of responsibility
Midget moments /m/ - alliteration puts emphasis on how even in small moments the speaker must uphold societal expectations
But my heart’s in the unobtrusive,
The waiting-room roles: driving to hospitals,
Parking at hospitals. Holding hands under
Veteran magazines; making sense
Of consultants’ monologues; asking pointed
Questions politely; checking dosages,
Dates; getting on terms with receptionists;
Sustaining the background music of civility.
‘Driving…parking…holding’
-continuous present tense makes the whole process seems repetitive and continuous / laborious / time consuming and chore like
Role
-continuous metaphor and motif of medical care and hospitals being theatres or plays / operating theatre etc
Monologue
-The doctor takes control
-Only one speaking sense of authority and power
Caesuras
-Split between the roles being played
Asyndetic List
-This gives a dry, terse tone, suggesting the speaker is familiar with the culture of hospitals and illness, and the way of behaving when attending clinics.
At home in the street you may see me
Walking fast in case anyone stops:
O, getting on, getting better my formula
For well-meant intrusiveness.
Walking fast in case anyone stops
-avoiding others / avoiding societal expectations
-inability to waste time ?
O, getting on, getting better
-Italicised / repeated speech
-O - creates a sense of casualty
-Better - suggests recovery / however that may not actually be the case
-Automatic response and a easy answer to give / she is putting up a front just as in a performance it is rehearsed and practised
My formula
-Doctors treat her with medical formulas
-She treats her issues and burdens with avoidance
Well-meant intrusiveness
-Juxtaposition shows how she understands that people may well have good intentions however even then to her they are still annoyances and maybe even reminders of her sickness
Intrusiveness
-Juxtaposes her longing for unobtrusiveness / society demands the opposite of her
Thinking ahead: Bed? A good idea!
(Bed solves a lot); answer the phone,
Be wary what I say to it, but grateful always;
Contrive meals for hunger-striker; track down
Whimsical soft-centred happy-all-the-way-through novels;
Find the cat (mysteriously reassuring);
Cancel things; pretend all’s well,
Admit it’s not.
Bed solves a lot
-Bed and sleep is a way to escape from reality
-Mentall weak - the physical toll is affecting the speaker mentally
Cat
-unlike a human / non demanding / non obtrusive
Contrive / Track
-Imperatives to herself / force herself to do things
-She directs the imperative at the end
Learn to conjugate all the genres of misery:
Tears, torpor, boredom, lassitude, yearnings
For a simpler illness, like a broken leg.
Conjugate
-Changing verbs making them make sense and fit in context of a sentence -> making sense of her own pain
Genres
-Play and theatrical motif
Asyndetic list
-A wide range of emotions / but nothing can explain how she feels
Enduring ceremonial delays. Being referred
Somewhere else. Consultant’s holiday. Saying Thank you,
For anything to everyone
Thank you - politeness and out-of-societal niceties
Caesura - Hopelessness / changing and shifting from person to person showing the amount of obstacles
Not the star part.
And who would want it? I jettison the spear,
The servant’s try, the terrible drone of Chorus:
Yet to my thinking this act was ill advised
It would have been better to die*. No it wouldn’t!
I jettison the spear
- Active control / doing something non passive
It would have been better to die
-Tragedy
-Contrast to nihilism
I am here to make you believe in life
Imperative
Pessimistic -> Optimistic
Illness is a the minor role OMG
“I jettison the spear” or “I am here to make you believe in life”
The imperative “make” adds to the confidence within the persona’s tone which contrasts the lack of power seen at the beginning stanzas
Jettison -> gives the persona agency and no longer a passivity
Spear -> weapon and connotes power and control
The more confident tone and imagery of power suggest a different interpretation of the title / rather than the persona having the minor role in her life the persona has switched into seeing their sickness as the minor role and has gained a sense of power